Sunday, July 01, 2007

Reality is an illusion.. caused by alcohol deficiency - Mondys!

& i am back!

Its been a long journey since my last post.. Too much has happened for me to even start narrating events, leave alone whats in my head!

A reality check - I am back in Chennai!

A reality I don't want to check - return to my friends & life in Mumbai!

A reality that I have always wanted - Working for a Social Entrepreneur

An illusion - My dreams for my present company; they are illusions; or may I say, "Dreams"..

An illusion - Chennai is how I had left it a couple of years back (am way off track on this one)

An illusion - I will make new friends; I will get my life back (until this happens, its an illusion)

An illusion - The life I have left behind in Mumbai will be mine, at some point in life

46 comments:

AmitL said...

Hi,Aparna..welcome back..quite a few illusions listed here...tell me,is illusion not a reality?And,honestly speaking,sometimes,dreams do come true..just keep your eyes open for the opportunities coming by your way.Cheers and awaiting some regular posts.:)

Anand Sarolkar said...

>>Chennai is how I had left it a couple of years back <<

Will Chennai ever change?

APUGONNAB said...

@amitl - thanks! :-)

No no, illusion is a portrayal of reality in our mind.. its what we think is there, but is not neccessarily there until well, it is! :-D

Oh, 'I'm counting on my demons'.. I believe in making dreams come true.. Thanks so much!!! :-)

@anand - O, what are you saying? This place has changed so much... soo much!!

unforgiven said...

Welcome back :)
It's been a while since I came here.

So things look like they've been 'interesting' eh? :)

Anwesha Chatterjee said...

All the very best!!!

APUGONNAB said...

@unforgiven - oh 'interesting' is a good way to put it.. lots to learn.. Thanks! Missed blog world for a long time.. :-D

@anwesha - thanks babe! Put up a new post! :-)

A said...

Hmm Illusions are Reality inside ur mind, and Realities are Illusions outside ur mind...& Dream is where they meet!
Your set of illusion are interesting...not far from real :)

P.S. For ur reply on my last comment, If I come to Chennai someday, I gotta meet u for sure...

Everyman said...

Here's something for you:

Use your illusion.

and if you cant, then

Lose your illusion..

I hope you are confused..that's how i felt at the end of your post :-D

Anand Sarolkar said...

Illusion is the only reality!

Read this somewhere recenlty. Thought relates to your post hence putting it down here.

GuNs said...

Good luck on getting the good life back.

-PeAcE
--WiTh
---GuNs

The Lad said...

The deficiency and illusions sure makes one write well...:)

A said...

Where ARE You...So long no posts...?

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